Alright. Ok. This turmoil in my life will pass. It's just a matter of time. Sometimes I wish I could fast forward time (just like Click!) but, you would also miss all the good things in life. So... focus on other things! Positive things! That's my strategy. Today I will go the the courthouse and submit the boy's application for their passport book. I've already submitted mine, so that is off my to do list. I just need Kristian's now, but I need a notarized letter from her father, augh! (he should be willing to cooperate, just to make her happy). I am really worried that we will not get their passports on time, but I'm not in the panic stage yet! Plus, it takes only 3 weeks now, so we should be safe (right?). Let's hope so.