If I'm really going to accomplish the things on my to do list, then I need to get off my lazy butt! No more lazy Sundays, and then feeling guilty for staying on my ass all day. I really need to try harder. My teens ask me "what are we doing today?" and I see a little sign of hope and anxiousness while they await my answer. "Nothing" I tell them. And they turn away with such disappointment. But, even though we went shopping the day before and went out to eat, I still feel guilty for staying at home all day. Not to mention that we all went out to the drive-in movies with all their friends, and mommy was so cool for driving us all there! (of course they did not say this, but I hopefully wish they would!) I don't know what is wrong with me, I just wish I had some motivation. I hate Sundays.