I don't know where all this negative energy is coming from or why I am attracting it. It seams like I go from bad to worse. Last week someone broke into our house and took all of our electronics (TV, desktop, mini-laptop, xbox 360, ps2, psp, digital camera). I have cried as much as I have let myself, because it is just a waste of time and energy trying to grieve over material things. Although, THEY ARE MY THINGS! I feel violated. The only thing I am grateful for is that all of us are OK, and this happened while we were gone, and I only left the house for less than 2 hours. My theory on residential burglaries has always been that these thefts are done by people that know you, people who know exactly when you will be gone, and people that want to hurt you for some reason. I have hacked my brain trying to think who this person(s) could be and why they would want to do this to us or me.

I visited my sister last weekend. She bought some really nice used mountain bikes. I decided to try them out along with my nephew. The wind was a little chilly, but it was a great sunny day outside. As we rode the bikes up and down the apartment complex (it had to do for the moment) I said to myself gosh, I really forgot how good this felt! I guess we just get so caught up in the moment that we forget about the simple things in life that we enjoy and that truly make us feel good. And as I say that, I also found something else that I have not done since I was a child. Fly a kite! The weather was perfect yesterday (lots of wind!), unfortunately it was a crazy day yesterday, not to mention that is was my first day volunteering at the museum. The reason I thought of this was because I had gone to drop the boys off to referree their game at the park and I saw some college kids with a kite and water guns! So, I will try to incoporate these things into my life gradually. Kites and Bikes!