Friday, June 12, 2009
Undecided
I really don't know what to do. Stay here or go to houston for the summer. This will mean I will be far away from the kids and I can't be here in a snap if they need me for any reason. On the other hand I need to get away from this place. I need a new air. I need an answer.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
ummm...I keep seeing "for rent" signs everywhere I go! Is this a sign? Is someone trying to tell me something I already know? Maybe I need to hurry up and make my move once and for all.
On another note this idiot at the library really made me angry!
I was in the computer lab and I had to save my work. So, I went back to my car to get my flash drive (I took my personal belongings with me) and went back in. They close at 4:45 p.m. and it was 4:35 ish. The guy mumbled something to me, and I said "excuse me?". He said "you do realize that you have less than 15 minutes". I told him yes! I just need to save my work! Gosh! they act like we (students) are a nuisance to them! In my opinion these are the type of people that they really need to get rid of! Calm down Linda, Calm down.
On another note this idiot at the library really made me angry!
I was in the computer lab and I had to save my work. So, I went back to my car to get my flash drive (I took my personal belongings with me) and went back in. They close at 4:45 p.m. and it was 4:35 ish. The guy mumbled something to me, and I said "excuse me?". He said "you do realize that you have less than 15 minutes". I told him yes! I just need to save my work! Gosh! they act like we (students) are a nuisance to them! In my opinion these are the type of people that they really need to get rid of! Calm down Linda, Calm down.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Gosh! I haven't blogged in forever. I've been neglecting my responsibilities! ha ha!
I can say that I feel much,much better. Something woke up in me. I'm not sure if sometimes you just need to hear that it will be alright from somebody else. So, you can assure yourself that it will be ok! I was clinging on too much to a certain "thing" and I had to let it go in order to be able to free myself and find me again! The problem was that I couldn't let it go, and I'm still lingering to a certain degree. It's just not controlling me like before.
I really forgot about the simplest things that made me happy. And, I forgot to do them. And, I forgot about myself, and those around me. I was trying so hard to just put everything behind me by hiding it. Never realized you have to go through the storm in order to see the sunshine at the end!
I left to Houston last Thursday, and I'm back in the Can today. I'll wait here until next week, so I can have a peace of mind about taking care of my responsibilities!
I feel as though no matter what I do I always end up in the same place! I'm going around in circles! Help! Can somebody help me find the way....
I can say that I feel much,much better. Something woke up in me. I'm not sure if sometimes you just need to hear that it will be alright from somebody else. So, you can assure yourself that it will be ok! I was clinging on too much to a certain "thing" and I had to let it go in order to be able to free myself and find me again! The problem was that I couldn't let it go, and I'm still lingering to a certain degree. It's just not controlling me like before.
I really forgot about the simplest things that made me happy. And, I forgot to do them. And, I forgot about myself, and those around me. I was trying so hard to just put everything behind me by hiding it. Never realized you have to go through the storm in order to see the sunshine at the end!
I left to Houston last Thursday, and I'm back in the Can today. I'll wait here until next week, so I can have a peace of mind about taking care of my responsibilities!
I feel as though no matter what I do I always end up in the same place! I'm going around in circles! Help! Can somebody help me find the way....
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