Gosh! I haven't blogged in forever. I've been neglecting my responsibilities! ha ha!
I can say that I feel much,much better. Something woke up in me. I'm not sure if sometimes you just need to hear that it will be alright from somebody else. So, you can assure yourself that it will be ok! I was clinging on too much to a certain "thing" and I had to let it go in order to be able to free myself and find me again! The problem was that I couldn't let it go, and I'm still lingering to a certain degree. It's just not controlling me like before.
I really forgot about the simplest things that made me happy. And, I forgot to do them. And, I forgot about myself, and those around me. I was trying so hard to just put everything behind me by hiding it. Never realized you have to go through the storm in order to see the sunshine at the end!
I left to Houston last Thursday, and I'm back in the Can today. I'll wait here until next week, so I can have a peace of mind about taking care of my responsibilities!
I feel as though no matter what I do I always end up in the same place! I'm going around in circles! Help! Can somebody help me find the way....